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Monday, May 10, 2010

Become who you were Meant to Become!

I am about to share with you something that I learned a few years ago but have been leery of sharing it because I didn't really know how to put it so that you would understand but lately the desire to share it has grown with great strength therefore I can not keep it to myself any longer. You know, I am one who likes to sit back and observe people I like to watch their body language and listen to the way they talk. And more and more I hear women and men, people I know and love around me saying they are no good because they struggle with this or that or because they were raised a certain way.. Where do we get this belief that we are worthless that because we aren't as good as we think we should be that we are not worth anyone's time or that we can't be really loved?
There was a time I use to believe this same way, but I'll tell you now, that is far from the truth. I have learned that I am wanted and worth more than gold or any precious thing on this earth. I truly know and believe that I am a very loved and adored daughter of my Father and mother in heaven. And they want me to succeed more then anything. Not only on a spiritual level but as well as a temporal level they want to bless me with all the desires of my heart that are in alignment with my higher self. Yes I make mistakes, heaven knows how many I make a day, and yes I feel down and discouraged sometimes I even act and say things that are inappropriate but it doesn't make them love me or want to bless me any less.. I have learned that if I believe on a subconscious level that I should be punished for something I did then my subconscious mind will create a situation that will allow me to learn the lesson I believe I should be learning. (what you believe on a subconscious level is your root belief it's what you really desire and want deep inside) And because my Father and Savior love me so much they will allow me to bring about those circumstances that I feel I deserve on a subconscious level. When I came to really understand this principle a part of me wanted to reject it, because if it were true then that means I would have to be accountable for my actions and not blame the circumstance or the person or people in it. I would have to accept that I brought upon myself my own problems because of the way I felt or thought I should have it. When I realized I had this much power and control over my own life and the things that happened in it. I could no longer stand idly by and say it was God who wants me to have this trail or this struggle, no it was me, myself , I somehow believed on a subconscious level that I should have this because there was something I needed to learn from it that I wasn't learning any other way. It was hard to grasp and swallow but the spirit spoke the truth. In the scriptures it says as a man think it, so is he.. I never really understood that until now. If we think negative we therefore believe it and bring negative things into our life's or if we dwell on something that we don't want we will bring more of that into our life however if we dwell on having lets say perfect health or enough money then we will attract that into our life that is why is is so important to control and be aware of our every thought and feeling... Thoughts and feeling have so much more power then most of us understand... They are the most powerful tools we have, we must take stewardship of them and use them for only positive and righteous things. We are held accountable for what we say or do as well as for what we think and believe. We are God's children, literally, that gives us the right to call upon the powers of heaven to direct our life's the way we ultimately desire so long as it's in alignment with our higher self's. We can call upon angles in the name or our savior Jesus Christ to orchestrate the details of our life's. We can become the people that we ultimately desire if we believe we can. Now it isn't always easy but oh how much easier it is when you have a whole host of angels waiting anxiously to assist you in every aspect of your life if you but ask... All we have to do is ask (knock), believe, and trust that it is happening right now. Jesus Christ said "I never said it would be easy I only said it would be worth it." But how many of us make it oh so much harder then it really has to be? Heavenly Father and our brother Jesus Christ WANTS us, with all their hearts, to succeed and they have given us access to all the Heavenly Power that we are entitled to just because we are children of our Heavenly Father and Mother if we but believe and ask. That is all we need to do..... It is my prayer that all of us come to understand and believe that we were meant to succeed in every aspect of our life's we just have to want it and believe it and it will come too pass.
Now understand something I am not perfect at this nor do I completely understand the vastness of this principle, in fact I still have a ways to go, but all that really matters is that I'm on the right tract. I have more help than I ever thought possible, until now, to get to the person I always knew I could be... I tell you these things because I feel that everyone should know this truth and come to understand and live it. There is a book that will help you understand these truths even more it's called "Remembering Wholeness" by Carol Tuttle. Remember one more thing, we are all held accountable for what we learn and if we do not use what we learn or refuse to use it because we may be afraid of change or have to face the reality of what we have done or do then it will affect you and your posterity in one shape or another. It may not affect you in this life but it will in the next. We are here to help one another and what better way to help our fellowmen then to help them reach their highest potential. To become the person we covenanted with our Father in Heaven we would become before we came to earth. We are all Gods in our own right it is about time we started being who were are meant to be..... May all your dreams and desires come true in every aspect of your life!!!!

Life is good, God is great, and we are learning......

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Life is Wonderful!!!

Sorry it's been a while since my last post, but life has been CRAZY busy. I have been driving, it seems, everywhere in northern Utah building my business..It's been so much fun...I love meeting new people and reconnecting with people I haven't seen in years.. Like last weekend I got the opportunity to reconnect with my Uncle Marice and Aunt Tara.. It was so wonderful I really enjoined being with them. It's fun to see them as parents and they are wonderful ones at that too. Last weekend my Niece got baptized and it made the realization that Qwade will soon enjoy the same blessings of baptism as well. It made me sad (that he's growing up) and excited at the same time I can't wait for his special day... I am thoroughly enjoying my life right now Chad commented the other day when he saw me "babe you are doing what you are meant to do right now and you are doing an awesome job you are just glowing with joy..." That made me feel so good that he would say that to me especially when I feel exactly that way. I am truly blessed to have such a loving and supporting family... Even my kids are getting into the action and helping me build my business they are going up to people at stores and asking "do you have a cell phone?" if it is yes then they say " well my mom can help you get as good of a deal as you have now, not if not better, my mom's name is Elisha and she is way nice" Most people get a huge kick out of it and so do I we laugh and end up talking it's a wonderful ice breaker even if it is a little embarrassing but fun non the less... When I started this business I asked my kids if they would help me bring daddy home for Christmas for good they said they would but I wasn't thinking of them helping me in this way I was think more on the lines of being patient with me while I'm gone so much.. I guess they figured they could be apart of this as well, after all it is a family business... Life is good, God is Great and people are crazy....

Friday, April 23, 2010

Will you support us?

Are you willing to support our new business? How ? you ask, well here is how. If you are in the market for a new cell phone, new service or to renew your service, if you want to change satellite providers or renew your contract give me a call #801-879-4636. Your service will be as good if not better then you already have. So instead of going into the mall or radio shack and spending your money there support us and visit my website http://www.freedomfortheduncans.acnrep.com/ then click on products..
Thanks for your support

P.S. It doesn't matter where you live I can help you....

Life is good, God is great and people are crazy...

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

My Five year old!!




Atazia, Atazia what a sweetheart..Full of energy and laughter. She is now five years old and she let's everyone and I mean everyone know it too.. In fact when we went to the store the other day she went up to a older gentlemen and said "Guess What?" he said "What?" "I am five (she holds up her hand with her fingers spread as far as they will go) and I am so big now just like my brother!" the gentlemen smiled and said "Wow, you are big!" she said "I know" so matter of fact like that it made him chuckle then she just walked away with a great big grin.. I thought how funny, she is just so proud to be five... What is it about that number that makes kids so giddy with excitement?... Is is the start of school, or just another year older, is it some kind of mile stone? I'm not sure all I know is that the fifth year is SOOOOOOOOOOOO much better then all the years before. They have more vocabulary more coordination more desire to be independent and I love that... (Don't get me wrong I love to see them grow but this year and forward so far have been my favorite... NO more potty training less fit throwing etc.) I am looking forward to see what kind of women my energy filled, giddy, silly, fun, cute little girl will turn into.. Life is good, God is Great and people are crazy!!

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Family/Easter..

Our Family Picture!!
Chad kissing my neck!!

Our Handsome Qwade Dean 7.5yrs



Our Princess Atazia 5.yrs
Kristosha Bree our angel..20 months











Sunday, March 28, 2010

Exciting Changes....


Well I've done it! I have finally been able to say SO LONG 200's and HELLO to the 100's. It has taken a long time and a lot of tears and frustration but I've done it and I don't have any plans to ever visit..... If you don't know what I'm talking about I'll explain.. I am now 190lbs and a size 14 CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!! I haven't been this small since right before I got pregnant with Atazia 6 yrs ago. I went shopping with my mom last Friday and she can verify that I was giddy with excitement when I could finally fit into a size 14... In fact I was talking about it so much I had three ladies approach me and ask me my secret. And of course I told them all about Dr. Christopher and the Mucusless diet. The cool thing is now that I've got my mom on it she is testament that it works too. Considering she was close to death three weeks ago and now she has her color back and her eyes are bright and clear and she has more energy then I've seen her have in at least four years heck she was able to carry Kristosha (24lbs) around without any problems. (I'm so proud of her) Anyway I got a new Easter Dress (first dress I have bought in at least 8 yrs) and new dress pants and a blouse. I am so proud of myself that may sound vain but if you only knew what I have gone through in the last 9 yrs with the weight issue you would so understand.. Well my ultimate goal is to be a size 10 and around 145-150 by the end of the summer if not by the end of the year for sure. So come back often and see my progress. When I finally get to my goal weight I will go and get professional pictures done(i.e. My mom) and then I'll have a comparison.


P.S. I know these pictures of me are not the best but at least you'll get a better idea of how much I've changed in the last 15 months. (phone cameras not the best but will do for now) and also for those of you who have been wondering Chad has lost 65lbs in 15 months and has gone down from a size 46 to a size 40. I am beyond proud of him he has done all this despite kidney and health problems... Life is good, God is great and people are Crazy!!